Why have my life become like this. Why i have to suffer one heartbreak after another. Will it be like this forever. I really love her, i really do. Why does she have to treat me like this. Everyday i pray, pray for me to be with her again. I look forward to talking to u, to meeting u. But sometimes u keep ignoring me. Its so hard nowadays to meet u. U just keep giving me this excuses that u cant meet me now and keep delaying it. Sometimes i really wonder whether u have another guy and everytime u keep talking abt some guy, i really do get jealous. My heart sinks. That is how much my love for u. I miss the old times, i cant seem to forget abt it. It is the nicest memory that i ever had and i doubt i cant just forget abt it easily. I really do want it to happen again.