A person once told me, 1 stick will take away 7 minutes of ur life....and it really got me into deep thought.....is it worthwhile to gamble that 7min away everytime i smoke one stick. Obviously this is accumulative, which means i can waste 1 or 2 yrs of my life...Sooo i think.... Will that 1 or 2 yrs really make any different...I mean how many ppl actually live their life. spend the whole of their life meaningfully. Most of us just waste it. going thru the same routine every single day. Life become dull and mundane. And sad to say this...Most of us is not happy or satisfied with our life. So that bring abt to 1 or 2 yr of my life i just wasted by smoking...Is it really a wasted or i just wasted a wasted part of my life. Im a social smoker. Wat does it mean, i smoke to socialise and make friend wf others. To say the truth, this is one of the most effective way of making a friend or even for catching up. I dont know y but it is true. Other than that i only smoke went im waiting for somebody or something...basicly to kill time...Rather than do nothing and at the same time building up ur stress level, u rather do sometime and wat u get in return, abit of pleasure and satisfaction and it also ease ur stress. So just to wrap up everything im not a heavy smoker. i do weight the pros and cons. And i don smoke at home or infront of friend who don smoke. Y....Bcos i respect them and my family (btw my parents know i smoke but encourage me not to)....I actually plan to quit it by 2011 May. I know by continuing it will just ruin me and i don want my children to think that his/her father is a smoker...anw both my parent dont. Y should i start the trend...I rather lose 1 or 2 yrs of my redundent part of my life than 5 to 1o yrs of my life which i can truely spend wf my family. I know the dangers and i know the consequence but i know that i have a goal...2011 May...And i will stick to it. In the meantime im just enjoying life which will be left wasted btw if i don do so.. So CHILL.... LIVING LIFE TO THE FULLEST.....

Wohoo....Got silver for ippt....haha very happy mainly due to the monetary reward la...aha....But it doesnt come easy....Been training hard for it aha..Oh ya Silver for Muay thai and IPPT. Double happiness. School going to start soon and im already feeling the burden. there muay thai camp and my NUSHA stuff (OCIP) to do. Making things worst, im taking 6 mod....Haizzzz. What a heavy burden im carrying. Cant wait for the December trip to India though. Excited abt it. That is the one event that i truely looking forward to...My new purpose aha.....Its one time that im truely happy... aha....

4 more months for the trip.....